It has been a really tough week.
Cried for like a consecutive of four to five nights.
Went through each day in school like a zombie, not really caring much nor talking much.
But its alright, I'm getting stronger.
Today can be considered quite a good day as I am finally on the track to cheering up.
Beginning to feel more normal and numb to life in school and the burdens that come comes along with it.
Yes, it's really stressful but I am not going to waste this year away.
I shall try my best and if I fail, it just goes to prove that I am not suitable for JC.
And I shall be bouncing happily out, on my way to NP to pursue my dreams.
Or I might just be able to continue to stay in JC. Who knows?
But before that even happen, I need to work hard for my Promos.
Work hard study hard, decide later.

Sometimes, I really do hate the way human treats other human beings.
As the world evolves to embrace diversity and changes, while at the same time talking about human rights and freedom for themselves, have they really reach the point whereby they learn to treat every single living thing with it's due respect?
Yes, we might dislike others.
Yes, it's impossible for everyone to like everyone.
But you know what?
We should just stop acting like spoilt brats who cant stand this or that.
Just respect the person for who he/she is and if you can't click, so be it eh.
Don't turn everyone against those who are different.
They're humans too; they can hurt.